Found it!

Hurro'nora

From the war torn land of Krynn i fly
Abandoning dark armies lest i die
Passed through gate and mists of time
I come seeking wealth and power for mine

Glittering scales blue as the saphire sea
All who see will fear me
My eyes the color of glacial ice
Ivory talons stronger than any vice

Dark are my wings as the midnight sky
There will be a great outcry
As swift i dive into the night
destroying all who worship light

Deadly lightening is my breath
To my enemies it is death
Elven called storm wind my fame
Hurro'nora is my name

Lost again!!!

I feel so frustrated, like such an idiot. My mind must be going at long last.

*sighs*

I have done one single poem i can be proud of in my whole life.. and the last time i was at the bard circle i decided to find it.. and after a long exhaustive search i did find it.

I remember making a seperate document of it and saving it so i could find it again.

But now several weeks later i can't remember where it is!!!

*GROWLS IN FRUSTRATION!*

So i spent most of the time during the bards circle searching my computer and notecards for the poem all with no result.

Thoughts on creativity

Much has happened in the realm of Sylvhara, yet i have a feeling of frustration. I have been honored as a knight of the realm but still the quests are on hold. I also feel my character has stagnated a bit. Nothing is happening except reactions and there is nothing new or exciting about the dragons or my character. Perhaps that is why i continue to loose members.

I have remembered something that i have known in the past. Too much of one thing leads to stagnation. I "hang around" too much. I come online to get things done yet get caught into conversations that detour my train of thought. And then at the end of the day i hang out again, hoping for more interaction, cutting into my sleep. And so passes another day with nothing much accomplished and a bit deprived of the one thing that would help my creativity, my sleep.

For my real life as well as my second life, i need to spend less time there. If i go for a walk, do my art, do other things i will get ideas that i can apply there. I need not be there to get those ideas, in fact being away helps the ideas mature. I can even put them down on paper and think about them again and again, refining them.

Yes there are times when i need to be in world but not 24/7. It is better for my health, my real life as well as my second life that i break this habit.