Sometimes i think perhaps i am deluding myself into thinking i am doing any good here. Perhaps it is just a fantasy that i am making anything better. Is it me pushing others away, or the other way around?

I suppose everyone has these moments of doubt.

Progress Report

Well so much has happened i never know where to begin. I never seem to have the time to just sit down and think this out anymore. I can say with some certainty that its either feast or famine. Either i have 5+ IMs or no one is talking at all, in which case i am trying to either read the things i need to, plan or build things. For better or worse there are a few things i have done in the past few weeks.

1) I have found a dragon who i have made our Wing Leader, responsible for training flight and combat to the Dragons of Triskele. We have started working on the air and fire quest. He has started plans for regularly scheduled classes.

2) The dragon altar has been made and is now in the posession of the Queen of the realm to be used as she wishes.

3) The Merfolk area is complete and i have been paid for it.

4) My Wing Leader may end up as my Elder of the Sun. However because of some problems i may loose my Elder of the Moon.

5) I wonder how good of a leader i am. I have much to learn. Two of my dragons were not getting along ooc. I heard one of them but the other didnt get a chance to talk to me until later. And then when he was online i took the first dragons point of view instead of hearing his without saying anything. I did ask him exactly what his complaint was but he just gave up and said forget it and may be leaving the realm. From this I have learned that its best to just keep my mouth shut until i know all the facts of the situation.

I admit i do not have a lot of patience with those who threaten to leave. I suppose it triggered a button on me because of past real life situations. This is my first situation of this kind in Triskele and i do not think i dealt with it in a fair unbiased way. I will try to do better next time. I wonder if there is anything i can do to mend the situation now or if its too late?

6) I have somehow become friends and somewhat responsible for the newby from hell. Just imagine an ADHD 12 year old. I pray to Thuban for wisdom and patience and also that he is a quick learner, which he seems to be. Of course the person may well be underaged. In which case if the Lindens find out he will be gone.

7) I do need to have more dragon meetings. People loose interest if they are not communicated with regularly.

Quick update

Things are moving along.

I am working on the air quest and i do have some definate ideas for the fire quest.I just need for a couple items to be scripted to go with the meters and huds.

I was asked to make the dragon alter for the upcoming roleplay, which i have done. All it needs is the Queen's approval. The quest site is coming along.. i may put in some seaweed emitters and such.

Then i was asked to create an area for the merfolk which i would love to do. We will see how that works out.

I have yet to appoint an Elder of the Sun and to get the list of dragons to the newly appointed Elder of the Moon.

Well time to go.

Building Mistake

Well i guess i messed up big time though i still dont know the nature of the problem. I may not be around in the realm soon i fear.

I really wish i could go in world right now to fix whatever i did.